To Iffa Islah

Remember we always together?? remember i used to care?? remember all the good time we've had?? its a sweet one, but then we got ourself forgetin each other, well its between not u and fiqa..u know how much i blame myself for dis?? did u ever care?? no rite?? if im always make u happy how come i never hear anyting from u?? we all got problem, n things to settled down.. but in dis case, u shows no effort..and all i ever think is dat u hated me..and the hardest part of dis, is i dont have no idea why..Maybe im no longer ur Bobby, maybe im not good enough to you both..
i blame nobody but myself..im so sorry 4 everything, 4 every wrong that i've done.. we're not like we used to be, but doesnt mean i like it dis way..it hurts..the pain is too deep as i feel none of u even care.. well no more.. its not like its de end of the world rite?? i want to understand and i did gave chance..but then.. who cares bout my feelin?? u?? i dont think so..evryday i think bout dis.. but it means nothing when there is only me and there is no us..just like dis song i luv to hear, it said.. "Everyday with evry worthless words we get more far away, the distance between us make it so hard to stay,Nothing last forever, but be honest babe, it hurts but it may be de only way"..bye-bye awak..

Happy 20th Birthday to Iffa Islah

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This is for u, Awakkkkkkkkk..Singing "Selamat hari jadi, Selamat hari jadi, Selamat hari jadi, Selamat hari jadi Islah, Selamat hari jadi"..yeay..20 tahun lepas iaitu pada tarikh yang sama hari ini, 7 jun 1988.. she was born in penang if im correct, she's cute, adorable, and now she already means alot to all the people that around her(i bet).. her family of course, her friends, and me on the hit list..heheh. no la..by that time, seorang budak perempuan dilahirkan oleh ibunye iaitu puan Fauziah Alias selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ini.."jeng, jeng, jeng"..dan dia dinamakan Iffa Islah binti Abdul Majid..

She's a friend of mind..when i first met her in March 2006 at my college(PTPL Sentral), she's got college orientation by dat time, and im the facilitator's i recognize that her face is like other friend of mind..someone who once close to me..and that makes me takut' of Islah dat time(not anymore).. takut to say hi'..takut of this and that..so, the 2nd day of the orientation, we went to Hutan Rimba Komanwel at Rawang..i still remember how the first 'hi' happens..it was a very traditional style of mine-jokes-..i make her to pour the drink for me at dinner time, and before that i asked her name, i know her name already..but i just wanna 'kacau' her dat time..and she also with this another good friend and my other like lil sis, Fiqa, all the time..which she is always laugh dat time..and after she filled the drinks, i said thanks but to some other girl's name like 'rozana', 'fatimah' etc, just to see her reaction..so i ask her name again and again..so jahat of me dat time..but dat is history..we remains as a good buddies till now and if not too extreme if i can say, we're like bro n sis rite now..she's always here in my heart..always...forever..until the end i always gonna luv her..i care for her more than anything in this world, i just didn't said this stuff, and i mean this..hope dat she knows..mm..heheh

Islah dear-Happy 20th Birthday, hope u always happy no matter what ur doing and whatever gonna comes in time, i just want u to know, i will always be there for you and i promise..take care